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I needed a place for things to be timeless. Everything constantly changes, so here are bits & pieces out of my daily life for some consistency

Dienstag, 31. Januar 2012


                                              Jemanden zu sehr zu mögen,
                                              ist wie lieben ohne zu wissen
                                              wie einem passiert, noch zu küssen.
                                              Ein Rausch ohne Ende ohne
                                              Ziel ohne Sicht.
                                              Man dümpelt dahin, Hoffnung
                                              schwindet, nichts ergibt Sinn.
                                              Man bleibt stehen, man gibt
                                              sich hin, mit dem Risiko
                                              nur zu verlieren, Haus hoch zu
                                              Und doch beginnt all dies so
                                              und nimmt kein Ende, denn
                                              wir brauchen dies, Leben
                                              nennt man das, lebendig sein!

                                                   An old poem of mine.

Sonntag, 29. Januar 2012



Samstag, 21. Januar 2012

Music, Movie, Must !

I don't know why I can find this video when I want to upload it from youtube, but whatever here is the link. The movie is fun, awesome, crazy, ridiculous,..... It's great. So I could go on for ever, just go and watch it!


Ps: I have finally seen 'virgin suicide'. Yeah! But I don't know what to think about it. Maybe because everyone was talking and commenting all the time and also the host was preparing snacks (she lives in a one-room apartment), that I couldn't really pay attention. Got so distracted -.-

Dienstag, 17. Januar 2012

Here we go

Missing the warmth of the sun and wearing shorts and light, fluffy tops are some of the recurring thoughts I had the last days. It's just that the past weeks were stressful and an end isn't seen so far. I mean, I know that in one month I'm probably going to think: " Oh wow, I'm half through my freshman year in college (O.O)! Why is everything happening so fast??" It was just yesterday that I've moved out and was so giddy and nervous about everything and everyone I've seen and done and met. All those new friends, that now mean very much to me and the new city. Also we haven't had a really cold winter yet. I love snow, I adore it. Christmas is my favourite time of the year and last year I haven't seen it snow once. It's so weird. Also it was really warm? It was too warm :/. So I'm feeling like something isn't right and still hoping that it's going to snow in the next weeks. But for now I'm looking back to the days after highschool graduation and starting the first year of college when I could live just in the moment and eating food cooked from my mum :). As a student I'm always graving something, it's so unsatisfying.


PS: Excuse the crap ! Very confusing writing ( I know), haha !

Dienstag, 10. Januar 2012

Just the beginning

Only 9 days have past and I'm a bit cranky already :(. To define it further: I'm extremely tired but I have lots, lots of things to do. Finals are just around the very (aaahh) next corner and I have a paper to be done on thursdays and I want to do some Sale-shopping badly (my damn asian genes) and I'm craving  a huge bowl of pho (and blaming this site) and ......

Don't want to bored you any longer, so here 'song of the day'- made me happy -> less tired !!

And for those who want to feel hipster...

Sonntag, 8. Januar 2012


Great, great tumblr !

                                                                         via Google


Samstag, 7. Januar 2012


Aren't you also fascinated to hear how people have met and fallen in love? To hear all those different stories! And also when you're hearing them telling from a couple that had been together for a long time, it's so mhm how to say it... it's kind to seem like studied but also they are soo complement one another ^_^ *sigh*.

And for those who haven't seen the movie yet: " Gooo, watch it! It's one of those classics that (I think ;)) one must have seen!" And don't read further because that's going to be a spoiler!!

 Harry: "I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. "

When Harry met Sally - 1989

Dienstag, 3. Januar 2012


Just don't know what to think. But isn't it sometimes eventually easier to live by thinking Love doesn't exists? I haven't seen the movie yet but every single time when I've watched the trailer, I'm feeling good- eating warm apple pie cake things with hot chocolaty sauce and  more than one big scoop of icecream on top - good !!